Sunday, June 17, 2007

Exams!!! and problems

Farewell to the IMU pharmacy students to scotland. Hope they don't come back with the scottish accent... it would be a waste... not like i have anything about the people there... Just the wired slang when other people speaks other's slang. Quite sad though... Seeing others fly away while I stay in Malaysia.. Seems that sometimes during farewells I get to spend more meaningful time with some friends which was intended when they were around but just didn't seem that way.

Studying for exams never felt so strongly a chore. Inside is screaming to go out everyday and all, party, club, movies, wasting time, play games, and i did those somehow regretably and not also. Wished more people could've come and go without the exam in mind... felt like was wasting away but heck its a students life i guess

Before i knew it it was exams... 1st paper was terrible... hoping to pass with the 2nd micro paper. It wasnt hard to say but just not enough time to cover it all.... figures huh? sacrificing marks to make sure all pass sort off? i wonder if cell met is all that worth it for the time spent to study it. Can't believe the number of things happening when my exams are close... firstly a major arguement ith my dad and now the father's day mood is ruined... wont know how to make it up though with that kind of mood now... most probably may have a cold fathers day. Wonder how it will all fit in with my next paper(s) coming in 4 days time. Next ending a cold war on the day of the exam. Wasnt pretty. Wonder why there are people who'd want to avoid problems when its there to be fixed? Wouldn't it cause more problems next time then? Perhaps the friendship is not all that worth to be worked on after all and all the energy and effort wasted on my part... Dissapointed at myself for not listening to my friends advice to just leave it be. But hell what be bother with it... just decided to get back to studies as soon as possible.

Studying at university has its advantages though... This time a new light at monash foyer... yes the old one above sunway foyer... May I get my hopeful results this time!